Los Angeles, Sep 1 (TIWN) Singer Halsey's terrible pregnant nightmares helped inspire their dark new album 'If I Can't Have Love, I Want Power'.

The non-binary singer welcomed their first child named Ender, with writer Alev Aydin last month after suffering three miscarriages, reports aceshowbiz.com.

In a new interview with Zane Lowe on Apple Music, Halsey shared that although they’re thrilled to finally be a mum, the album came from a “scary and horrifying” place.

“I think everyone who has heard me yearn for motherhood and yearn for this for so long, would have expected me to write the album that was full of gratitude,” Halsey said.

They added: “And instead I was like, ‘No, this s**t is so scary and so horrifying. And my body’s changing and I have no control over anything. And I do finally have this thing I want. So I wake up and fear every single day that I’m going to lose (the baby).”

Halsey said that being pregnant wasn’t a dream, but a nightmare.